Tuesday, October 19, 2010

Dreams, shadows of Fate and Destiny

Dreams? Those are just fantasy, fake. Wake up, dreams don't come true, only the worst nightmares will. It's alright to dream once in a while, to lie to yourself so as to numb your mind and try to forget the pain. But you'll have to accept that when the effect wears off, or when you are jerked back to reality, it's going to be twice as painful. You can numb yourself for an instant, only to face the full brunt of sorrow afterwards, or accept nightmares the way they are, and live your life by an unspoken rule and a silent fate. The choice lies within yourself, and I have chosen the latter.

People say that our fates lie in our own hands, but I have handed mine back to Destiny itself, for him to decide my fate for me, while I live along his choice. He is way too strong, and I have learnt that retaliation only ends in casualty and sacrifice. My life is now not about what I want, but what Destiny decides. I'm indecisive no more, Destiny is the master I have chosen to serve, my fate is in his hands, and I can only abide by it.